im a happy happy kid(:
despite all those unhappiness and what do you call that;?
oh yea,stress-___-"

on the way to school today,
love gave me this blue blue box filled with mr.rocher!(:
muahahhahaha!(: its so full and nice nice!she made the box herself(:

morning,i was busy busy rushing out all my incomplete work..
busy.busy.
then,bastard came.
she just threw me another big big box and left with the saying "my bag very heavy uh"
lol.its my mickey mickey mug!(: (:
yay!its mickey mickey magic!(:
and she wrote this supposed to be long letter,not very luh.2 sided:x
she goes on with her ily thingy.so funny,no need as a friend?you ah(:
lol,she's guilty bout getting me the wrong pants?!so cute right.
its okay bastard, you're still oh so loved by me!(:

maths was super duber okay.i guess?
i think mrs ong is nice.as far as i can see(:
audrey came walking round
and i stopped her for a rocher!(:

i thought,today was not that bad afterall.
beat.

Baby baby baby baby baby baby
baby baby baby baby baby...

im so glad...

I will never find another luver sweeter than you
sweeter than you
And I will never find another luver more precious than you
more precious than you
cuz girl you are
Close to me your like my mother
Close to me your like my father
Close to me your like my sister
Close to me your like my brother
You are the only one in my everything and for you this song I sing

All my life
I've prayed for someone like you
And I thank God that I, that I finally found you
All my life
I prayed for someone like you
And I hope that you feel the same way too
Yes, I pray that you do love me too

I said you're all that I'm thinkin' of......baby

sounds familiar?LOL.
sweets' birthday is just round the corner.
i've got common test;that was just a lame excuse though.

on a lighter note,i went out with mel ystd!
it was pretty pretty fun and many many laughter!(:
out to cut my apple shaved hair.its ahlamak):
jacq out was funny,her sis wore mickey tee!
so cuteeeeeeeeee.........

im not dying.just waiting.lol.

she didnt.me neither.
the butterfly just didnt get to fly.

anyway,mission was on for these 2 days.
it's a up and down thing,not exactly fun but its okay luh?...
at least i've got a break from all crap.
hub's being sweet.really really sweet(:
i love her.love her.love love her!(:
and did i mention about the I DONT WANNA BE A WOMAN every month thing.
okay,i did.and you're getting sick of it.lol.
so i made love to accompany me home today.
i thought,i really do need her.at least for now.

cara said i've got white hair?!
zhimin was playing with it.
love re-confirmed it.
ahlamak,stress ah-___-"

i think DEBORAH is super duber lame.
well,i never really talk to her.but i just... did?!
WRONG MOVE!-__-"
MUAHAHAHHAA!
shall blog more about it when im free.
bye eggs.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GNndX9qua1o

ahlamak,im tired.sleepy-___-"
i've got chem,emaths,amaths which is due tmr regardless of my mission?!
this is nuts.im going nuts.
and i think im getting sick in mind.
my love is suffering because of this,lol.
but then again,she's not that innocent either-___-"
ahh.ahh.ahh.
a whole train of thoughts.

(edited)
im somewhat done.okay,maybe not.
im just gonna go school and do smth about it.
anyway,i thought im not good enough to be a monitor.for once.
im still that restless.
there's mission tmr,and i've got idk how many msgs asking me if books were needed tmr?
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh,NO NEED LUH MY DEAR FRIENDS FRIENDS(:
my leg is still that itchy itchy,shouldnt have gone reservoir that day-___-"

im addicted to mr.rocher again!(:(:
and what does this shows?
ha,i'll continue to laugh.no worries.
life's been that boring.recently.

then again,i wonder why im wasting my time here.
there's no freedom of speech.

I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

there's school in hours time.
ahlamak,i think im gonna have a hard time during maths and chem mann
): ): ):
i think im sucha screwed person.
jac,i need to breathe.get me out.

day3 was ystd.it was not that boring for the first half of the day?(:
i think she loves my index. no. that much-___-"
so i had fun playing the role of the driver and all,okay,not exactly.
the food was bad.not as bad as what love had told me.but still,bad.
apparently, we weren't following the whatever rules thing.
and the others were eating that slowwwwwwww.
so we went arnd the so called club and slack.
i didnt mean to spoil the heels): im playful,not violent :/

get down to work with love was today.
but nothing came out of that brain of mine.i guess the same goes for her?lol
she's the noisiest lightbulb ever!(: i love her!
jac,you aren't ice cream!(:

anyway,bastard; no physical pain for you! i'll think of more lame stuffs to make you laugh.
*i cant believe she actually laughed over the fact that i put on make up?!?>.< >hub;you're loved by me me!(:(: i cared alright!

i think people dont really get the assurance and the whatsoever "sense of security" when with me.
well,at least for now?
i dont know how to go about doing it.

2nd day.today is ahlamak ahlamak ahlamak boring!
i cld have just fallen asleep if not for this "respect-the-speaker" stuff.
and apparently,only ju and cs seemed that interested.
the rest of my clique are like dying and we're like "what to eat uh?"
muahahaha(:
so we went to eat during that 5 mins toilet break!(: (:
WHEE(: okay,thats bad.but cant help it,hungry know.
saw mrs lim on the way down,and she agreed to "you have to eat thing"
and she went to talk to the lady up there(:
and time flies only after the course-____-"

i've got to do maths today.
there's hw hw.and her speed and mine? just couldnt have the slightest chemistry-___-"

mum said i pon-ed school today coz i came home that EARLY?!
ahlamak,then tmr dont go home lor-____-"
i slept like a baby today!its been longggggg uh.i love my sleeping time(:
and grace went "i know you're paiseh again..."blah blah(:

im feeling idk what.

she's pretty cool.
when xx said we're supposed to enjoy and have lotsa fun....?!
she shoot; go home sleep,rot,blame xx(:haha!(inside joke)

day 1.today is ahlamak boring.
okay,not totally but im that tired for idk what reason?
perhaps is because i've been coming home late and sleeping late thanks to my GMT?
-____________________________________________________________-"
and and i wanna go for those rapist and murderer kinda hearing know!
its that exciting luh(: (: (: and im that innocent love(: (:
so after the lunch(bad curry;oily curry),im even more restless-____-"
i was counting down to 5o'clock to wrap things up and meet her up!
its ticking.its ticking.and i wonder why it seems that absurd(:

vivo-ed.ben j-ed.
aN saw us again.
and she went "stop following me!"
orh,singapore's a little red dot?muahahahaha(:
town-ed.new year shopping?
and im beat.

there are just too many many temptations arnd me.

anyway,met jac and her friend today!
jac's sucha meano, she told her friend i look like a pysduck-____-"
and her friend scolded her for that,LOUSY DESCRIPTION!aww(:
yea luh yea luh,anything yellow is me?!!-_________________________-"

so went to grab some stuffs.
and she just cant stop laughing over my camp thing-______________-"
stupiddddddddddd,i hate it!):
went to buy some cosmetic stuffs for SHOW?!
its damn malu luh,i had my make-up try out at the entrance?!: X
i bet you're laughing,coz she did-_____-"
afterwhich, i just grab and go kinda thing.

stupid camp.this is ahlamak boring.
its a short day uh,we didnt do much catching up either.
and some bastard wanna woo her-_____-"
ahlamak him,make sure you're not SOLD TO JB okay?!haha!(:

anyway,my house is filled with lotsa ppl today!
one after another,never ending guests-_____-"
still,one good food after another.
never ending food(: (:
muahahahah!(:

there's school tmr.
i hate my compo.it sucks.big time.
oh hui leng cynthia,what's wrong with you mann.

she said i'd changed.
no,we both had changed.
and what's next?

anyway,its 2008.
nothing much but stress?
life's still manageable i guess.

missed her call,so gave pepper lunch a miss):
on a lighter note,
i went out with bro today(: (:
so got his stuffs,shopp-ed,ate and all(:(:
muahaha,but he kinda cheated my feelings though-___-"
no more good food for the next one week or so-_______________-"

i dont like next week.it's camp-_______________________________-"
hub's not with me,but the bloody hell sec 1sssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssssss.BLEH.

ahh.im beat.