at ling's hse (: miserable
she is the flow...................
not the GIRL~

right,somewhat fought over idk with nat the other day.
but things turn out fine(:
and you kuku, the pictures are DAMN FUNNY luh.
i wanted to copy and paste over here.
but then again, i wldnt want to be sue for copyright law-___-"

weekends gonna be over in a while time,
its already 2plus in the noon(:
im waiting for bro to come home so that we can go have our hair cut-___-"

im kinda scared, time is running out.
my concepts are somewhat there,
but when comes to application part, i still think i cannot make it):
at least, not to what i'd expected it to be? ):
papers,tys,papers,tys.
mann oh mann.

still, im moving on.
im proud of myself,productive days~

i'm so gonna go abroad after O's (:
daddy agreed too(: (: * thats the way, uh huh uh huh(:
US was what he suggested since my cousins are there.
no no no, i wanna go ROME(:
or perhaps, wakaya with love~

im meeting ling for dinner(:

PFT ystd was great(:
no muscle ache(:
ling's eyes got SO BIG when comes to ice-screamm....
muahahah.

and i did maths and chem afterwhich.
i was totally worn out.totally.

today was like a total live RUSH HOUR movie-___-"
mann, i dreaded it this MUCH whenever my stuff got all messy...
with papers here and there;all over-____-"

but after recess was a total drastic OKAY(:
and that cartoon ling just cant stop making me laugh,
no,smile at her you-know-what(:

thanks grace,you're the greatest(:

screening wasn't that bad.
stockpiling was fun(:

i miss ling.

i wish time hasn't change the slightest you.
i wish i still have the slightest patience and ever forgiving heart to put up with you.
i wish,
oh lord,pull me through.

my 16th birthday is not of a glorious and grand one.
yet, that love of mine just made things right(:

i got this gigantic candle(:
and love bought me cheesecake from sb afterwhich(:
everything seem to go wrong yet love just made things right(:
the lighter which was bought earlier by her went leaking;hence...


the disappointment on her face just triggered off those tears of mine-__-"
time flies,it's seriously how amazing how we got into each other lives.
love's present for me was priceless(:
i realised i wasn't the perfect 10 in her after all.
i'm sorry for the inflicted pain,
sorry for not feeling how you feel at times,
sorry for not knowing you earlier and save you from all misery and fear that you'd suffered):

love is the greatest gift from heaven. i realised i tend to tear when im with her. be it out of happiness or whatsoever. my mum's been that weak. i'd been strong all these while.or rather,putting up a strong font. stress been catching up,tension aroused. i was suffocated with studies and i cant afford to allow any distraction.not at all. my mum? love was with me that morning,i thought,i just cried. love went home in place of me to bring my mum to doct, just to make sure everything else goes right and that i could concentrate with whatever commitment i had in school the other day. she never fails to encourage me and keep me on going while others put me down. love's endless care and concern were enough to keep me on going, and i love her,oh so much(:
i didnt cry for idk how long.like i'd already forgotten how it feels like.
until she came.
i realised,im a human being after all.

nat send me this ecard,so retarded but sweet luh(: like she's guilty and all over the late 12am msg in due to the fact that she slept. and bastard, cry no more(: dont always dwell on things that were in the past? move on,i will pull you along(:
ranjidha said she saved my birthday on her phone(: cindy, my lesduixiang, texted me(: she's supposed to be my FIRST gf when i turn you-know-what. that's funny,typical naive sec 1(: and there's shuying,sweetheart(:
a short msg does wonder(:

ystd was indeed thrilling and tiring celebrationg(: my midnight 12-12 celebration! so funny luh.we were all dead beat by 3plus. daddy(: bro got me a card.like for real. but its really sweet(: dont wanna talk about the content but yea(: mum got me a surprise party but i screwed her plan,as usual): im so sorry,but i love you all(:
haha,shall end here.someone's complaining-___-"

eyebags. says:
xiao jie
eyebags. says:
hao le ma
eyebags. says:
>
eyebags. says:
who deng dao wo yao shi le


eyebags. says:
i waited 32 mins alr
eyebags. says:
dear cynthia oh
eyebags. says:
i know today is your day
eyebags. says:
but dont need to zhen wo until like that right

LOL.

qing tian pi li.

i came across my bro's blog,and LOOK AT THIS:

AYO... sis birthday coming next wk i guess , too busy to even have time to shop for present 4 her,maybe this year be a more special 1 jus gave her a card will do haha ,should be i guess...i wonder why so many of my frens birthday all falls on april can...

tian ah.i thought he was just kidding this morning you know):
but aiya, i shall not be disappointed by that.coz i still believe...

good day~

these days been that tiring,mentally.
tension.worries.commitment.sadness.happiness.

that day, love went home in place of me.
and i just thank God for having her arnd(:
the slightest thing that made me smile.

i realised her url exists no more ):
ahlamak. there goes all my motivation stories and all ): ):

then again, in the midst of everything.
i thank God for everything.
my family,esp daddy who touches me the other day with just simple actions that he had done(:
he's that career-minded but still,
i cant deny the fact that i love him wholeheartedly.

bro been that understanding too(:
he got me this toy as an advance birthday gift-___-"
*i bet there's something much more luh :x
wait till the day comes,muahhahah.

oh mummy, i just so love you(:
you've got to be back in pinky health again!
and i just pray.have faith(:

and in the midst of going through all these,
love's presence certainly says it all(:

in school,i've got the lamest hub ever(:
with nat and my clique and haha,who knows what will happen next!

life aint that bad after all.
all grown up.