the thought of her just make me wanna flare up -___-"
it's not as if she got smth against me,
but i just cant stand the way she MADE us think the way she did!
and she better dont, otherwise, i would go on a strike.lol.
im so glad im not born in that family, amen-

i guess stress' been catching up, so does it applies to everyone arnd me.
i tend to get all pissed with things that are of really disgust.
bad attitudes of ppl, just some silly comments and more.

daddy hasn't been calling me, i hope things are good anyway.

i just woke up from my long 2 hours sleep(:
isnt that wonderful?aww, i like it...
okay, it might seem that pathetic to you but these hours are the greatest gift ever(:
you will know what i mean if you havent been sleeping well and enough for quite some time(:

im really scared, and im tired of putting up a strong front.
yes, im working hard.
towards my goal and my future~
having high expectations of myself,
does that mean im gonna fall real hard when i failed to meet them?
mrs ong talked about the statistics thing today,
good,it just make things worse. its the whole nation you're talking about-___-"
and a little care and concern from you wouldnt kills? ):

it's easy to battle with your emotions and feelings that hinder along the way,
stay positive, motivated and all just doesnt seem to work when you're tired.
i shall go find some time to read mrs lee's chill out(: haha!
im going ys tmr though, i hope it helps.

last time, i studied hard.
this time, i shall, i must and i AM studying smart.

sch officially starts today.
i knew ling couldnt get out of bed luh,thats funny(:

time flies and sch ended.
our new time table is so much more relaxing except the bloc testing part(:
well, at least my bag is so much lighter for the next half of the year...
yaynes!

i still dont see the point of having HMT lessons during bloc testing period.
missing out all these tests, no make-up sessions and just go thr. some freako 1 week STRESS?!!
and i reckon the teachers would come up with some stay-back after sch thing,
and poof, there goes my own quite time-___-"
YOU JUST NEED A PASS AND AGG SCORE BELOW 20 TO DEDUCT THAT 2 BONUS PTS.
plus, i dont really think HMT bonus is of any use to me since i dont intend to go jc?
most importantly,im losing interest in chi.im a CBA?(:
and she actually commented on this particular pp,asking me why i got that low -___-"
well, i was 'amazed' by it too.
i didnt expect her to expect that much from me, not bad.

iris tay hui yi kept laughing at me -___-"
aiya,used to it.
bastard's coming back tmr(:

i think mr yeo is nice, the 2nd person after daddy(:

NOTE TO MYSELF:

i shall not laugh at polar bears for the next one week.
i shall not laugh at his drawings for the next 2 lessons.
okay, that shld be the limit(:

i had my sleep last night(: wonderful(:
and when i woke up this morning,
i realised (to my horror) my fri midnight show had ended-___-"

my skin tone is now much way tan-er,but of unequal proportion O.O
and i cant show it here, censored.lol.
i suffered from sunburnt and mann, i looked like a red tomato,
esp when im wearing my m&ms red tee while typing this...
second round of swim day,cheers!

alrights, it's been long ever since i last blogged.
lots of happenings(:
hanging out,gatherings,church,going back to school for lessons and more!
shall not look back into the past, plus, i doubt i cld remember them that vividly except some:X

chem test was today.
i was studying at the bus stop this morning.
i admit that i didnt really study that hard this time round.

1. this test is so LAST MIN.
2. totally new chap.
3. only read through once.
4. did tys and o's pp though.

then there's this girl in her sportswear stood in front of me.
she got this sportswear which says,

there's no finishing line, JUST DO IT!

(:


the test was relatively easy after all.
chem lesson ended just like that.
ling's lasted till 1204pm.lol
i ate my lunch at rm and mugged.
things get rather productive and time flies(:
i cant believe i did that much today(:
went to sch for ling after which and we headed back to yishun.
had her lunch at np and we took a bus ride to my mum's fren's place.
met mum and bro after which.










we didnt join them at chongpang since we wanted to get home earlier for a rest(:
tv-ed,crap-ed,and proof, they got back with lotsa stuffs!


okay,im dead beat.
shall continue again(;

nat left today.

so met up with mel at orchard and we were both late(:
headed off to far east to shop for her phone sock.
she dont like the stuffs there and we couldnt find any either-___-"
and off to borders! i like the books and crafts stuff there(:
its that interesting and unique,just that some can be abit too ex...
we spent almost half of the day checking out stores in town!
my legs are that sour and useless ): hahahha!

aiya,that bastard just called and said she's leaving):
and tmr, is cancelled.
so sad right, so much so....
i'll miss her):

on a lighter note,
ling and i went ice skating today!(:
we're supposed to meet at 11am at woodlands.
then mum nearly blasted the whole hse with her gas stove-___-"
so scary luh, im glad we're both fine(:
had noodles and chiong for my train.
made ling jumped into my train,hao jing zhang!(inside joke)(:
i really didnt know jurong east is GREEN LINE-___-"
16 years of living....

headed off to jurong centre!
had breakfast-nearly-lunch at long johns!LOL.
chicken feast?its no nice,cheat our feelings):

then ling remembered that 1pm is resurfacing.
so we spent the next 1 hr plus ( since its only 12 plus) roaming arnd.
went to play arcade, aiya, no toy toy):
took neo prints!
hello, the very last time i had my chance upon this machine was 3 years ago-__-"
so had very funny poses,me being amazed by that fan and more!
deco deco,so funny.the timer stopped and i stone-d.lol
aiya,our deco not bad okay!
wanna see? dont want leh(:

time's up!went to purchase tickets(:


had our skates on and off we go~
ling had her first try out, so cute luh she.
dont even dare to relax,leg stiff stiff..
then want to chiong chiong at high speed in order not to fall-___-"
ling, thats because you havent learn how to stop?lol
but she's cute,we continued trying out for the next 2 hours(:
leg pain-edddd.but its awesomely fun!(:

i helped ling to record her smaller version of death note book today!
muahahahha~
so fun! long ah! (inside joke)

dropped by west mall.
walk-ed,talk-ed,laugh-ed over the slightest thing she does(:
had our hands on the various funny looking rings,earings,hairbands,etc...
ate pastamaina,spicy chicken,FINALLY!
roamed arnd the mall afterwhich(;

sent ling to her bus stop and met daddy and bro at sakae.
they dinner-ed and we talked for quite a while.
the queue outside is longgg uh.lol.
hopped by royal sports and got bro his puma jacket.
then off to sports link for his badminton shoes,aiya,he mafan luh him.
but bro's happy(: im happy(:
daddy's happy and he said he's blessed that he got us as his children during dinner(;
awww....
bought food and grocery home afterwhich.

im dead beat after a long dayyyy.
had phone chats with nat and mel.
and now,love(:

its gonna be a long day today.
shall continue again.
im going out(:

FRIDAY

watched prom night with ling.
its ahlamak, funny -___-"
ending sucks.
ling: *scratch head*
me: continue to laugh.

bro came back at night,kept mum worrying whole night-___-"
like finally,its been a week(:
i got my levis wallet from him(:
he said he regretted not buying me a pair of mickey mouse edition adidas shoes ):
haiyayayya(:

SATURDAY

ling came over with breakfast for my family this morning(:
headed off to do joanne's birthday gift(:
i think my contribution to the gift is erm erm,
aiya,shld be have luh.its the thought that counts(:

watched horror movie afterwhich,
its so confusing, i dont know what happened in the end till ling explained it to me-___-"
i still think thai horror movie is funny, not at all scary-___-"

spent the whole day together(:
WHEE~
and i remembered vividly that i asked her to bring back all her stuffs..
she said YES without hesitation,
and whats next?
her jacket, no now its mine, is left nicely on my chair-__-"
that sotong(:

bro went to church,just called back that he's going for movie.
i think he's got an exciting and fruitful life!
i wanna join in the fun, and that is, after O's -_______-"
YOU WAIT.

sent ling to np.
bought dinner and im now here blogging(:
i cant wait for next week!
its gonna be that exciting and more outings!(:
muahahhahaha~

it's the first time i see her cry.
it hurts me, more than ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UJsVxHocHbs

i wonder why couples fought over lost rings-___-"
yes, its the so called lover thing.
but so what if such a misfortune happened and you know time wldnt turn back?
wldnt treasuring the person itself seem more impt than that steel/brass thing?
i was laughing,while reading-___-"

currently, i got myself hooked into some home based business opportunities.
its easy money luh.
you do surveys for big companies, you get paid.
you do data forms organisation, you get paid.
you blog/write articles,you get paid.
its that ahlamak easy,i shall discuss it with daddy to get my card done(:

its the cheapest thrill to be able to earn for a living.
FOR NOW.

so went to meet up with ling after her phy lesson today.
i had a hard time sleeping last night,
and yes, its still the mosq's fault these days ):
so i stayed up till arnd 730 am,tried all means to stop the itchy-ness,decided not to sleep.
wake ling up at 8am.and i cannot take it.
I WANNA SLEEP(:
STUPID MOSQ!/ ANTS? whatever that started this>.<

headed off to ps, intend to catch prom night.
haha,so funny~
rain rain and more rain.
saw mrs das at cathay,
ling's uniform luh-__-" and she said its because mrs das recognized me?!lol
malu-ed.

walk-ed.walk-ed.talk-ed.talk-ed.
and i burst out laughing whenever she started it again.
it was raining quite heavily,
came over my place for movie marathon(:

the headless hero is super lame and boring.
i guess thai horror movie are funny except shuttle(:
oh oh! and we smuggled jacknjill and prawn crackers on our way back!(:
so we started munching our way in the room(:
and we've got 2 keychains O.O
that lucky uh.its a package! (inside joke)
i think our keychains look like ling, and she said i always laughed at her :X
she brought home my prawn crackers accidentally );
aww...

then mum made us go out and get her medicine and buy food
we're that fast!(:
dinner-ed.tv-ed.sent that cartoon to her bus stop(:

bro's coming back today.1 week passed that fast!
i wonder if he had bought me some gifts(:

love passed me her sweetness disease,
I KEPT HAVING MOSQ BITES all over.all day long):
ahhhh......
its itchy even if you didnt scratch it>___<

shall continue later, i cannot take it.

so we set off in the morning,took a bus ride,and WALKED to downtown(:
okay,not a very long walk,but i gu-niang,cannot take the heat from the sun-___-"

so smart me me suggested to take a d-tour to downtown east in hope to avoid the SUN-___-"
in the end, we ended up at E-hub and laughed our heads off throughout(:
like some kuku kia's FIRST TIME visit to www(:
oh oh, i still share what i'd brought on the bus ride,
suddenly remembered what mel had said about me back then-___-"
me no kid okay,im already 16++(:

so off to have breakfast, and i managed to have a chance on my curry sauce AGAIN(:
topping up my FUNkey was funny,very very funny(:LOL.
we spent idk how long to figure out how to use the machine,
and with ppl queuing behind us, we realised we need an atm card for that machine-___-"
woa,so much so for commenting those ppl queuing up at the top up card station:C

went to get a locker to deposit our stuffs.
so funny,suaku kia(:
aiya,my dad was the one who do such procedure in th e past k.
how the hell wld i know how to operate the machine-like locker-___-"

then off to the water!(:
we had our try on almost all the facilities(:
those kiddy rides,shiok river like how sealions are being viewed from glass panel,
the tsunami which kept eroding both ling and my butts,the family family play thing,
the massage oh so filled with ppl pool and many more!
i still didnt manage to play the handphone S thing(forgot how to spell luh), but the thought of ling drinking idk how many litres of water and her googles, with her life jacket style is enough(:
she went like " i didnt bring my bottle today since i would most prob be drinking water from pool today" right at the beginning.HAHAHAH(:

went pastamania after much debates on the food im allowed to eat(:
had my pasta, and mel called.
so we talked talked,text text.
and ling came over my place afterwhich.
we watched tv,sleep, and off she went home):

it was that late by then,
how i wish she was my neighbour back then...

afterwhich, i was dead beat.
did phy i guess.while she went on with her maths on the other side of singapore.
watched some lame drama series.
and i forgot what time i ended up in lalaland-___-"

i had a very random dream last night.
i dreamt that i went over to zhenzhi place and we watched mjackson's review tgt(:
then she got me spicy balls and showed me some drawings of hers~
okay,back to where i'd stopped.
mjackson apparently looks that scary and he was screaming away.
he was being maligned and sent to hell-___-"
like woa, i so know what happened.
he shouted and cried that he was innocence, saying ppl were bias.
right, weird dream.

but im getting more and more into him these days, i dont know why.

on a lighter note, im amazed by my speed and accuracy that'd come back after idk how long(:
for the past 1 wk, my brain is processing that slowwww..
i cant even do simple sums....
theres revision to start, and i reckon im oh so behind time-___-"
oh, and i had cleverly left my phy tys in sch.
clap clap.
i've got another book, i guess that wld do the trick before ling go back to sch and get it for me(:
im almost,or perhaps done with my hols hw(:
thats like an achievement,since geog alone kills.so lengthyyyyyy~
clap clap.
up till now, i still cant believe tt im actually touching on industrial world as a topic-___-"
im that into coastal and waves,yet,i've got to do human geog for the moment.
i read, and i tell myself:NO SLEEPING.NO SLACKING.I LOVE GEOGRAPHY.

it works people(:

im going www tmr!yayness(: