been going back sch for extra lessons these days.
afterwhich,ling came for me.
you wld always find us at cp getting food(:
ok,im the one(:
met mel and alison along the way~
my mates commented on my voice- sexy and manly?
doesnt go well with each other leh.

roamed arnd np.
was looking for a wallet,
i still think Mr.QOO bear suits her the best.
then of course, she started with her funny things again~
how on earth can you get a winnie the pooh that so much so resemble...
well,she did(:
laughed.coughed.laughed.

went to bank with mum.
ling got me all malu-ed with the daqiang thing.
and i supposed, the worst had come---the security laughed at me):
haiyayaya.
went kk afterwhich.
ling kept getting 'scolded' for her acts.so funny.
seriously,she's always up to smth.
even my mum finds her cartoon(:
back in cab, the uncle thought my mum had a boy and a girl.
that was, the joke of the day-___-"

ling never been to a hosp-___-"
and she's amazed by kkh mall(:
i think she's bias towards Mr.Bean.LOL.
so went ard this small park, and i started giving my 2 cents worth on those sculptures(:
i still strongly believe that my inference skill is that good(:
hahah!
we went to get dinner thereafter since bugis was not the in thing.
i managed to get myself hooked into some curry sauce and the process was FUNNY:X

it doesnt seem as if all these was ystd happpenings.
we'd been very much tgt these days.
work.play.crap.mugged.eat.sleep.
so much so that, it doesnt seem real?
or rather,its a want-it-more kinda thing(:

im eating potato gratin currently(:
mum still remembered its my fav.
bro came back some time in the morning,bath-ed and went out arnd 6am.-___-"
amazing race today,he said he's gonna win the 1st few attractive prizes.
right, i havent been seeing him for a long time.
longer than i see ling.

everything seemed to be that well till that dreadful mon noon.
its tough to put up a strong front.tiring too.

i was ill.very very ill.
the pain that i'd gone through was much more than what my medical record had stated.
you've no idea how much i hated life back then.
i couldnt eat nor sleep.
vomiting,yet had to force myself to eat idk how many pills.
i throw up almost every night,couldnt sleep only till 2 days back.

then again, when you think that you're in the worst state ever.
life is like a living hell? unfair? sucks?
trust me, someone in some other part of the world is much worser.

true love is when your bro saw you vomiting in the toilet, he would pour you a cup of hot water.

true love is when you dont get to sleep, your mum neither.

true love is when you refused to eat those dumb pills in fear of vomiting again,your mum cried.

true love is when your dad manages to come all the way home for you at 2plus am, feed you with medicine,help you massage,listen to you whining,talk to you,yet goes back to work at 5am.

true love is when your love and friends text-ed you every now and then,just to make sure you're fine.

true love is when your love cried every night in desperate hope for your health.

true love, is what i treasure most(:

michael jackson-you're not alone.

i know what i want.
i am clear of what i want.

1) both ling and my name to be on ppt screen.

2) get a job/start a small business after O's

3) pick up a new skill like continue with maximizing my music talent?piano perhaps(:
no dancing,im already good at it.love practices it with me everyday(:

4)oversea trip(i've got alot of places in mind now)

i've got a whole chunk of things to blog about.
but nat just disturbed my thoughts with her oh so funny "im gonna be a nun"(:
and her room for improvement chi....

i did all i could.but i can do it even better.
i see the vision, and ling LAUGHED OUT LOUD-____-"
just a gentle reminder,
you'd already deprived yourself from my FREEDOM OF CHOICE for you!
so you better believe it and work towards this vision of mine, TOGETHER WITH ME!

MUAHAHAHHAHAHA~

im going over my hse by the sea tmr(:
long long ago..
long long ago..

right,its labour day(:
mum bought lotsa food ystd to celebrate~
ling said its not surprising to find my hse filled with food-___-"
true(:
i dreamt of her,and we got into some serious trouble with her FT and yes, mine teacher.
so funny yet scary, she intruded my dream-___-"


so i guess it's gonna be yet another productive day(:
work hard,play hard~
im already planning for my hols trip(:
muahahahahha.
then again,exams ending in 1 wk time.
i hope im able to prove myself ,at least.
im working towards O's,my trip to Rome,and of course,ling(: