i think im influenced by ling without me even realising it-__-"
bro got me into eating this strawberry-jelly bean choc.
AND I FEEL LIKE DYING NOW.
like puke.like dizzy.like ahh,stomache(ok,i ate too much food,thats why).still
i dont think thats an excuse for not doing work:X

my bro chi is funny.he admitted too-___-"
like he wants me to do direct translation for his compo.
and i was uh uh uh?!
i've got to drill him with chi soon.
and the thought of me having that dumb translation competition in weeks time.
ahh,sian.but su han is going.i hope thats not a bad thing after all(:lol.

i've got work to do.as usual.
mugging aferwhich and next week onwards,im prepared for the worst.
sorry love, no time for you.dont);
i've got no time for myself either.

thats it.

i failed half of my subs.
like woa.
first time.
totally contradicts my EPI.ha.
im so gonna get all the craps blah blah.
then they will go on calculating my remaining time and counting down to O's-___-"

bullshit.
i studied.
2 hrs travelling time.back and froth.
back home,rested and continued from it.
no tv.no com.no access to any media communication except a few texts here and there.
txt bk.guide book.self notes.tys.bullshit.
slept less,hang out less,spend lesser time with my loved ones.bullshit.
no weekends special.even my precious 5hrs sleep is nightmares about work-__-"
if you realised, yours truly used to sleep for 15hrs plus plus per day.bullshit.
3 whole months of bullshit.

studying hard.not smart?

im so gonna move on.so no worries.
dont give me the slightest sympathy coz i dont want it.
i've got to think of others who strive hard to live each day.

im gonna prove them wrong.
take in their crap and rubbish.
even when times my clique dont give a damn and add in more rubbish,
i will take it all and love them like how God did.

oh well.

today was yea.
after school was ac.
got the job of media and was busy and stressed up with handling of mics.
like you got to change mic for the diff characters while they change their scene here and there.
QUICK QUICK.NO FLAWS.MAKE SURE NOTHING GOES WRONG.lol
well,great experience.at least i learnt smth new(:

ac ended on the dot.6 o'clock.
im amazed O.o
then debrief and all.
and my job is the last-to-leave kind-__-"
wrapped up and met ling for dinner.
that cartoon,waited for me since 6 luh.ahlamak punctual):

i pray for my dearest family(:
i pray for the health of my royal besta,zhenzhi.
i pray for the one who cared,mrs lee,who never fails to make my day(:
i pray for motivation for my bastard, and credit her for her 10mins or so teaching(:
i pray for the best for my love(:

it doesnt seem like somwhat a friday to me?
it's more of a weekend,a bonus one(:
mugged,napped,mugged.
that sums up the whole entire day-___-"

bro got me cookies from subway on his way back.
im supposed to say he's nice.but yea,he's nice luh(:
then mum went downstairs to get me this F4 huge mag.and said:
"dont stress okay,here's your boyfriends!"
haha,she's ahlamak cute(:

i think cfoong had somewhat the same mindset as me.
that's funny.like WOA.the hair theory.

i'm seeing my cartoon tmr.
thats sweet(:

time flies.really really flies.
while i was busy whining over the fact that we had 3 sub at a go.
sciences and maths,for 2 continuous days...
i thought, time really flies(:

thurs.
while things didnt go well initially,with all those dumb heavy useless books,
not being able to see love in the morning,etc.
mum text-ed me in the morning,heartwarming(:
zhenzhi gave me a choc egg and an apple(:
the sight of ET just made me laugh(:


fri.
amaths.phy.sums up my whole morning.
went to check BBC out with love(:
bought quite a few good books,
do you know the joy of being able to get hold of some really good and useful books?!
those that really motivates...
and mann,time for mugging(:
beach-ed in the evening(:
star gazing and photo taking was after which(:
so retarded, and she insisted in keeping that stupid one-___-"
but it was fun,at least i enjoyed the process!
i do admit that im not camera shy,okay,maybe i am (X

and here i am, beat and worn out.
blogging.and check this out:

ACIDS,BASES,SALTS(PURE CHEM)

Acids, Bases & Salts To study this topic well, you need to have a positive attitude. 'Things turn out best for people who make the best of the way things turn out.' (John Wooden) Thus, 'any fact facing us is not as important as our attitude towards it, for that determines our successes or failures.' (Norman Vincent Peale) In addition, it is important that you study this topic again and again. That is, revise regularly as repetition helps. Also, you can construct flow charts and diagrams to improve your understanding.

oh,wth.dont give me crap. still, i've got to work things out(: tmr is out.sunday is out too. still, i've got plans and you wouldn't want to know them. muahahhaha....

im currently at ling's house.
ahh,she went to shower-__-"
and im thirsty! ):
i hope there's time for chemistry(:

he just got back this morning,
and im still pretty sure he misses me(:
HAHA!and he bought alot alot of stuffs O.O
but i must say, he's a really sweet one.
he knows what to grab for each and every individual.
like the one for my mum and that of my aunts and grands?
oh oh! and that whole series of swords and idk what for uncle geoffery!
aww.
he can certainly shop for both genders' stuffs,awesome(:

again, he bought himself jacket and all-___-"
he definitely had good fashion sense luh,
but i still love my levis and and haha!mirror mirror on the wall!

okayokay, im beat.
i need to go get my work done,
plus,i havent finish choosing my whole series of bear bear(:

till im free again~

thanks for all the potatoes!
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for the moments that we shared(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for being cute *im cuter (X* and 'cartoon' all these while,
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for being overly jealous over me and whatsoever;
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for just being there and cause much 'distraction' while im doing my work.
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for whining like a baby, making me feel guilty over idk what i'd said-___-"
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for asking me to pull you out of bed,yet,refused to get your feet on the ground(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for sharing(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for caring(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for loving(:
the slightest thing that made me smile(:

thanks for..
just being who you are.
the slightest thing that made me smile...

i think Micheal Jackson can really sings.
im serious!
really, his voice touches me(:
i used to think that he's sucha sicko.
who goes against the law of nature,playing god.
who treated his son with sucha inhuman treatment, that cruelly.
who only knows how to do that stupid moonwalk.

but then again, im being shallow.
i've got to wake that old me inside up.
im much deeper okay(:

lesson for the day: never judge a book by its cover.try putting yourself in others' shoes.


today is potato day!
im working on it.
that insignificant to the rich, yet the gold of the poor.

amen-

i heard it runs in the genes.
i can already imagine myself in the near future,
running here and there to the hosp.
having bags of medicine to be swallowed down real hard into my throat.

anyway,the short hols are here!yayness!
even though we still got extra lessons,piles of homework here and there.
i still thank god,for the wonderful one week "break"(: (:

i thought bastard was that nice the other day.
thanks alot alot my dear,
for being that understanding all these while.
for not giving up on me and despite me chasing you away,asking you to go when i dont mean it,
you're still there to 'fan' me.haha!
i love you loads(:

Jeremy asked me to crash his church on the upcoming GOOD FRIDAY(:
im not sure about it and we can visit granny too(:
bro wld be back by tue,i know he misses me(: (: aww.

ling's coming over in a whiles time(:
the slightest thing that made me smile.

i hope.i pray.