i failed half of my subs.
like woa.
first time.
totally contradicts my EPI.ha.
im so gonna get all the craps blah blah.
then they will go on calculating my remaining time and counting down to O's-___-"

bullshit.
i studied.
2 hrs travelling time.back and froth.
back home,rested and continued from it.
no tv.no com.no access to any media communication except a few texts here and there.
txt bk.guide book.self notes.tys.bullshit.
slept less,hang out less,spend lesser time with my loved ones.bullshit.
no weekends special.even my precious 5hrs sleep is nightmares about work-__-"
if you realised, yours truly used to sleep for 15hrs plus plus per day.bullshit.
3 whole months of bullshit.

studying hard.not smart?

im so gonna move on.so no worries.
dont give me the slightest sympathy coz i dont want it.
i've got to think of others who strive hard to live each day.

im gonna prove them wrong.
take in their crap and rubbish.
even when times my clique dont give a damn and add in more rubbish,
i will take it all and love them like how God did.

oh well.

today was yea.
after school was ac.
got the job of media and was busy and stressed up with handling of mics.
like you got to change mic for the diff characters while they change their scene here and there.
QUICK QUICK.NO FLAWS.MAKE SURE NOTHING GOES WRONG.lol
well,great experience.at least i learnt smth new(:

ac ended on the dot.6 o'clock.
im amazed O.o
then debrief and all.
and my job is the last-to-leave kind-__-"
wrapped up and met ling for dinner.
that cartoon,waited for me since 6 luh.ahlamak punctual):

i pray for my dearest family(:
i pray for the health of my royal besta,zhenzhi.
i pray for the one who cared,mrs lee,who never fails to make my day(:
i pray for motivation for my bastard, and credit her for her 10mins or so teaching(:
i pray for the best for my love(: