my 16th birthday is not of a glorious and grand one.
yet, that love of mine just made things right(:

i got this gigantic candle(:
and love bought me cheesecake from sb afterwhich(:
everything seem to go wrong yet love just made things right(:
the lighter which was bought earlier by her went leaking;hence...


the disappointment on her face just triggered off those tears of mine-__-"
time flies,it's seriously how amazing how we got into each other lives.
love's present for me was priceless(:
i realised i wasn't the perfect 10 in her after all.
i'm sorry for the inflicted pain,
sorry for not feeling how you feel at times,
sorry for not knowing you earlier and save you from all misery and fear that you'd suffered):

love is the greatest gift from heaven. i realised i tend to tear when im with her. be it out of happiness or whatsoever. my mum's been that weak. i'd been strong all these while.or rather,putting up a strong font. stress been catching up,tension aroused. i was suffocated with studies and i cant afford to allow any distraction.not at all. my mum? love was with me that morning,i thought,i just cried. love went home in place of me to bring my mum to doct, just to make sure everything else goes right and that i could concentrate with whatever commitment i had in school the other day. she never fails to encourage me and keep me on going while others put me down. love's endless care and concern were enough to keep me on going, and i love her,oh so much(:
i didnt cry for idk how long.like i'd already forgotten how it feels like.
until she came.
i realised,im a human being after all.

nat send me this ecard,so retarded but sweet luh(: like she's guilty and all over the late 12am msg in due to the fact that she slept. and bastard, cry no more(: dont always dwell on things that were in the past? move on,i will pull you along(:
ranjidha said she saved my birthday on her phone(: cindy, my lesduixiang, texted me(: she's supposed to be my FIRST gf when i turn you-know-what. that's funny,typical naive sec 1(: and there's shuying,sweetheart(:
a short msg does wonder(:

ystd was indeed thrilling and tiring celebrationg(: my midnight 12-12 celebration! so funny luh.we were all dead beat by 3plus. daddy(: bro got me a card.like for real. but its really sweet(: dont wanna talk about the content but yea(: mum got me a surprise party but i screwed her plan,as usual): im so sorry,but i love you all(:
haha,shall end here.someone's complaining-___-"

eyebags. says:
xiao jie
eyebags. says:
hao le ma
eyebags. says:
>
eyebags. says:
who deng dao wo yao shi le


eyebags. says:
i waited 32 mins alr
eyebags. says:
dear cynthia oh
eyebags. says:
i know today is your day
eyebags. says:
but dont need to zhen wo until like that right

LOL.