the thought of her just make me wanna flare up -___-"
it's not as if she got smth against me,
but i just cant stand the way she MADE us think the way she did!
and she better dont, otherwise, i would go on a strike.lol.
im so glad im not born in that family, amen-

i guess stress' been catching up, so does it applies to everyone arnd me.
i tend to get all pissed with things that are of really disgust.
bad attitudes of ppl, just some silly comments and more.

daddy hasn't been calling me, i hope things are good anyway.

i just woke up from my long 2 hours sleep(:
isnt that wonderful?aww, i like it...
okay, it might seem that pathetic to you but these hours are the greatest gift ever(:
you will know what i mean if you havent been sleeping well and enough for quite some time(:

im really scared, and im tired of putting up a strong front.
yes, im working hard.
towards my goal and my future~
having high expectations of myself,
does that mean im gonna fall real hard when i failed to meet them?
mrs ong talked about the statistics thing today,
good,it just make things worse. its the whole nation you're talking about-___-"
and a little care and concern from you wouldnt kills? ):

it's easy to battle with your emotions and feelings that hinder along the way,
stay positive, motivated and all just doesnt seem to work when you're tired.
i shall go find some time to read mrs lee's chill out(: haha!
im going ys tmr though, i hope it helps.

last time, i studied hard.
this time, i shall, i must and i AM studying smart.